I thought it was time for an update... yeah.

I haven't been able to draw in a while. Ever sense I came down to my grandparents I was either to busy, or else I was reading or watching Freinds (my grandma has all 10 seasons xD )

It seems whenever I sit down to draw... well I just CAN'T. I've been wanting to draw something truly amazing, but I start doddling and.. it comes out normal, or else it just looks weird.

It seems whenever I start owing things, I can't draw anymore. I owe alot of things now and I can't get myself to draw... DX

But damn I wish I could. I've been spending to much time chatting with friends when I should be working on commisions and art trades. One thing I'm thrilled at is that I'm getting photoshop CS3 for christmas (how do I know? I was the one who helped bid for it on ebay <.< ). And sense my grandparents just retired I get to go through all my old stuff.Some of it we're giving to the needy. Some of it I'm gonna sell either irl or on ebay. Even though I'm earning money my mom still refuses to take it -.-'. You'd think that a week of not being able to go grocery shopping would convince a lady she needs some cash, and quick. She keeps saying she'll need to get a second job. And let me tell you right now, I'm not expecting anything more then a few books for christmas. But that's okay.

As long as we're okay.

With the money I've been able to scournch that my mom won't take, I think I might commision someone. A x-mas present to myself perhaps. I feel stupid doing that, however- even if my mom refuses to take the money, shouldn't I force it onto her?

She's not stupid enough to not take it just because of her pride. That's not it at all. My mom and I both know enough not to let our pride stop us from things we need.


But oh well. I'm jus tranting now xD I'll go and force myself to draw.

BUT FOR THE LOVE OF ME, I CAN'T GET THSI CERTAIN POSE I'VE BEEN WANTING TO DO RIGHT. GAAAAAH.

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